Dear God
I have no control. I used to think I could control it all. I used to think I could somehow make it go my way. I have come to realize that you are God, and not I. You are in control. So please take control of my life. I guess I just want to be happy but my idea of what makes me happy changes every so often! So please take control.

With much love,
your daughter (the one who is so confused, so lost and would really like to be just fine)

i just had to share this

makes me think about my past relationship.

Stage 1: the meeting

Stage 2: the chase

Stage 3: the honeymoon

Stage 4: comfortable

Stage 5: tolerance

Stage 6: downhill

Stage 7: breaking up

Stage 8: strangers

just a quick update

it has been almost two weeks since i last posted.
i will write more about the past two weeks but for now, let me just post pics:

milestone

my brother graduated from college last week and i am about to graduate next week. happy happy!!

Everyone has an Angel. A Guardian who watches over us. We can't know what form they'll take One day, Old man, Next day, Little girl. But don't let appearances fool you, They can be as fierce as any dragon. Yet they're not here to fight our battles. But to whisper from our hearts. Reminding that it's us. Its everyone of us who holds power over the world we create.
--- Sweet Pea ( Sucker Punch (2011) )

anna maria

she's my goddaughter, the youngest of my nieces. she's too adorbs!!