how i feel about valentine's day

*thank you E, for sending me this pic!*

confession #1

they say life is short, so make the most of it. i wanna do that but i've always put myself off it. there are a lot of things i wanna do but even if i get to doing them, i know i didn't do enough. so now i will admit something i've known for a long time but can't get myself to just say it. i am afraid to move out of my comfort zone. i like where i am now - i have a job that i like and that pays okay, i have my family around me, i have people i can run to just about anytime, anywhere. so yes, that's hard to exchange for a life full of "what if's" somewhere else. sure, i could earn waaaaay more than what i am earning here now, therefore have more funds to save and spoil myself and my family with. i could have job that i love. i could meet more people and broaden my horizon.

on one hand, i really love being in this comfort zone. however, i would love to try something new.

both options present what-ifs.

i need to make a decision soon. i am wasting my time in limbo.

Movies I always watch on television, regardless of how many times I've seen it or the time of night when it's on air or how "good" of a film it is in

(still looking for photos of some other movies)

new word

Main Entry: Kummerspeck
Function: Noun
Etymology: German
1. Literally means “grief bacon” but refers to the excess weight gained from emotional overeating


so now i know!

i need a break

(photo from bncxe. thanks sir Dimension!)

realizations lately

1. no matter what promises people make you they dont keep to it in time to come.
2. love only exists to people who have a heart.
3. it really is hard to practice what one preaches.
4. no matter how much you try to trust a guy, he'll surely lie.
4. everyone you care about changes and they will never go back to the way they were so you have to live with it.
5. be strong coz no one is going to be there when you fall.

is this a sign?

a brown moth has been in the house for four days now. no matter how i try to drive it away, it comes back and occupies the same spot every time.
my aunt tells me the moth wants to tell me something. well then, what is it?



help, anyone?