i can't sleep. there are a lot of noise in my mind, in my heart and i can't turn them off.

you know the feeling that something's wrong but you can't point it out exactly? or that something's going on but you have no proof?

that's how i felt.

and then a few moments (well...hours) later, you realize that you have proof. or that the worries you have have basis after all.

and so it breaks my heart.

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and now...off to the airport.