I have no control. I used to think I could control it all. I used to think I could somehow make it go my way. I have come to realize that you are God, and not I. You are in control. So please take control of my life. I guess I just want to be happy but my idea of what makes me happy changes every so often! So please take control.
With much love,
your daughter (the one who is so confused, so lost and would really like to be just fine)