How great would it be if we could speak our minds?

Exactly what we think when we think them? To be brave to just blurt it out with as little care as we take when we have those thoughts?

It would hurt, I'm sure. But all these people that are so easily offended would learn to toughen up eventually, right? We’d all learn to be more tolerant, if not totally understanding. And, really, isn’t courage to handle the truth, to dole it out and accept it, too.. isn’t this the better thing anyway?

Oh, but no. Instead we are polite or silent and backstab people in our minds and among our friends. We judge because we’re judged, we attack because we’re attacked. And we become less and less human and more and more cruel. Bridges get burnt. Hearts get broken. Lives let down. Hurt people hurt people constantly and effectively. 

I think we should all just stop doing that.

i wanna eat here!

why don't people talk like this anymore?

THE 10 R’S OF A HAPPY DAY

1. Release the regrets of yesterday.
2. Refuse the worries of tomorrow.
3. Receive the gifts of the present day.
4. Remain in God’s Presence and His Love.
5. Repent and have a renewed life.
6. Remove anger in your heart.
7. Remember the friends who always remember you.
8. Regain strength from the power of prayer.
9. Render a friendly smile to everyone even to yourself.
10. Recall your happy memories and thank God for the gift of life.

remembering this always

Love God
How can I not?

God is good. No matter what. God is good.

Yun lang pow.

Good night.

I have been feeling really low lately. Left and right, I feel that the world is proving me wrong: my friends are not the people who I thought to be, the people around me might have some ulterior motives in being nice to me, the decisions i made over the years have been wrong, that i am just wrong. 

It's hard to smile when inside you are falling apart. my best friend said "not falling apart. not broken. just bent."  He asked me to see the good in everything, in everyone. Even the litlle-est, tiniest ones.

I tried. Still trying here. The past few days have distracted me from those ugly feelings, with the university week celebration and all, but tomorrow is another day in reality. Sometimes I wish I could be transported somewhere else - a parallel universe perhaps where I don't second guess every decision I make or every person I meet.

It's past my bedtime and I should be getting some sleep already. I was about to go offline when my bestfriend messaged me this pic. he has always said that my smile is one of the the most genuine he's ever seen and it would be a travesty if I stopped smiling.

So I will try once again to smile with all my heart, with all of me. I will face these ugly-ness and overcome it.

g'nyt everyone!

how does one get over betrayal?

i recently found out that some of my "close" friends have not exactly been true friends for the past years.