i miss someone who doesn't miss me back =(

and it's the first of august in a few minutes. something really special (for me at least)

ako na ang pirme gakabayaan
ang wala ginasapak
ang wala apin
ang gakasakitan
ako na lang pirme pirde
ang ulihi
ang indi palangga

ako na
huo na ah

please let this pass soon

‎"Everyone you meet brings illumination in your life -- even those who have brought you pain. That candle is harder to find when you are hurting, but once you discover the lessons they have taught you, it might just be the most brilliant light you need to illuminate the rest of your journey."

"Everything will be alright. It may seem dark at the moment, but don't lose hope. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel, keep moving and you'll get there. God won't abandon you; let God be your light. It may take some time, but in the end, everything will be alright."
- from my yoga teacher

it's amazing how you can be giddy and positively positive one day and then your world turns a complete 360 the next. i know i can get too sensitive but not this time. it's just too frustrating and disappointing. and i feel so alone

it's just not okay.

=(

stop world. i want to get off.

the past days have been so tiring - mentally, emotionally, physically (with some threats to boot! and bad bad nightmares.). the physical i can handle but the metal and emotional things are just draining me of everything.

and the person i want to talk to most is not even here for me.

i feel un-missable.
so unimportant.

i feel so unloved.

maybe i really am.

before i say goodnight

When God Writes Your Love Story (and Other Adventures)

....It can be pretty darn amazing. Or so I heard this morning from two people, obviously very in love  and of reminiscing with two couple friends of mine over ym, both couples celebrating their wedding annivs today  and proof of the belief that God’s timing is always good, pleasing and perfect. 

We can’t out-imagine God—and THAT is a huge comfort.

So forgive me if I sound cheesy today. I have been so stressed out lately and my emotions have been wacky too. today, despite some very hurtful words from three very close friends (and i know they mean well and want only whats best for me and know my situation will get better soon-est), I can’t help but feel encouraged, excited and expectant… God is a God of surprises (my life since last year a very biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig proof of that) and I wonder what else He’s got up His sleeve.

goodnight, friends! don't forget to pray before going to bed!

hello there!

please both be mine