manaoag

 my friends sent me these pics from manaoag.

they lighted candles for me and my prayers.

i am thankful.

M-

I am not an expert on heartbreak but here's my take on what you told me earlier

Severing a relationship is often difficult, especially if one person is more emotionally invested than the other and is usually a recipient of neglect. However, in almost all cases, those who hurt the most will probably end up happier because in hindsight, when the healing begins and they learn the painful lessons of being taken for granted, they discover their true worth. And, hopefully, they will no longer settle for crumbs.

I have my share of heartbreaks and each one brought a different kind of pain, but in order to grow a person you must feel all manner of emotions. Sometimes we hurt and have no control over it. We must experience pain in order to know the depths of true joy when we find it. We must have one to know the value of the other.

Let time heal your wound. In the near future, as you look back and see how far you've come, you'll realize that this had to happen in order for you to be a better person.

I'm here. The whole family's here.Never feel alone and unloved.

so this is what i remember....

1. Sam: You ready for this? 

    Alex Hopper: I'm going to walk up to him. Look at him right in the eyes. 

    Sam: What are you going to say? 

    Alex Hopper: Your daughter is the best thing that has happened to me in my entire life.It would be an honor to have your permission to marry her. 

2. the brave Lolos *sniff

took two viewings to finally finish the film...LOL =)

right now

soon

*photo borrowed from abby

birthday 2012

  

  

 

 

my birthday started a few days back. i gave up my favorite pair of raybans for something i was looking forward to for such a long time but didn't push through. it was hard at first and heartbreaking, really, but i an feeling better now. anyways the "where" is not as important as the "who" accdg to one very smart person and i agree. and i got a lot of realizations and memories in exchange. i know i will want that cancelled thing to push through one day but i can wait. more important things need to be done with.

right now, i am thankful for another year. i am looking forward to many more - much much more - happy memories and plans and hopes and dreams that will come true.

A year today.

 A higher power was looking out for me when it gave me this one.

Thank you, God. It was unexpected but it was more than I ever hoped for.

Now let's get over that hump.