Dear God,
i am tired. i am so hurt. but i will never complain. i never imagined you'd send all these to me. i guess you trust me that much, huh?
our deal's still on.
what i can tell you is that i am learning a lot these days. i have been learning since march or april this year and i've learned more than i had in years.
i am growing up.
and so i ask you again to help me with the decisions that must be made. you know everything in my heart and in my mind. lead me to what's best for me.

still not complaining,
your much confused daughter