just got home from date night with my brother.

and  just have to say this out loud coz it just makes me feel sad....

i am soooooo tired. and frustrated. and did i mention sad?

 i planned so long for this. waited so long for what were supposed to be happy "us" days. and just when i am bursting with excitement, once again, it feels as if i will never get what i want.

it's just heartbreaking.

*i might take this post down one day but right now it's just so depressing. right now, i am NOT ok