‎"When you follow your heart and intuition, people won’t always agree with you. When you find something that makes you happy, not everyone will be happy for you. When you show unwavering kindness to others, some people will question your motives. When you are honest to the core, some folks will attempt to use your honesty against you. When you look for the best in everyone you meet, a few of them will take advantage of it.

Don’t let any of these people stop you from doing these things. These people don’t matter. In the end, what does matter is how you feel about yourself and the life you have led." ♥

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i am following my heart and it has been a rollercoaster ride. i have never felt so happy and yet it makes me so very sad too. and it hurts so much. 

why can't it be just HAPPY?
why do i have to be hurt?

can i ever get what my heart so badly wants?