"Always speak how you feel and never be sorry for being real."
that's the first fb status i saw when i logged in. how apt.
i guess i will always be that person who cares more than she should. who worries more than she should. who gives more than she should. who loves more than she should.
and who eventually gets hurt more than she should.
earlier this evening, i was arguing with someone who thinks i should stop just that. and it got me thinking. maybe this person's right. maybe i should consider stopping that - caring, worrying, giving, loving. i thought, "maybe my heart's not right."
but i know i can't. and i know i will feel bad, i will feel sad. i will get hurt a gazillion more times for being that kind of person. but this is me. my heart may be beaten and broken but it will continue to give. to care. to worry. to love. and to want and wish for all that in return.
i won't be saying sorry for that anymore.
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